In Celebration of Community, Or A Near Goat Tragedy Experience

Our horrible, no good, very bad day started Friday night with our little girl goat, Kubra. I went out to feed the goats and get them shut up for the night and she was acting very strange; not walking around, not eating, but not in any obvious pain…just standing funny. I was worried she was hurt so I helped her walk around a bit and her legs were working and I couldn’t see any obvious places where she might have been hurt. So i put some food and water down where she was (she refused to come up where the other 2 were eating) and walked out of the pen. I watched for a few minutes and saw the other goats go down and start picking on her. So I went back in and carried her out. I figured she could sleep in the little barn and have the yard to herself in the morning,but when I put her down on the ground, she immediately layed down and didn’t want to get up. I stayed with her for awhile checking her all over for cuts, injuries of any kind, etc…finally I decided to let her rest.

For the rest of the night I had a hard time sleeping as I kept waking up and listening for her. The next morning I went out to check on her and she wasn’t anywhere I could see..I searched around and Jason finally found her at the far corner of our property. She was on her side in obvious distress and had her head thrown back. She looked like she was having siezures. I ran and got a blanket and called our goat lady at the feed store who told us to bring her up to the shop immediately. By the time we got there Kubra was barely moving and was in obviously shock. Cindy came running out and checked her quickly. She knows our financial situation, so she basically gave us a ton of meds and penicillin for next to nothing and told me to pay her whenever we can. She couldn’t administer any of it though as she had gotten in trouble for doing that once before. So she said we could do it or get her to a vet. We have no money at all for this, but we called the vet friend of our’s whose baby I’ve been watching occasionally and explained we have the meds just needed someone to administer them. She had us bring Kubra to her clinic.

We got there and they came out with a stretcher…now mind you our friend is a small animal vetand has never dealt with livestock except in school many years ago. but we got her in and she immediately started researching online how to help her while the technician and I got Kubra as comfortable as possible on the exam table. I also called my darling friend Romy, who is also our Naturopathic doctor. She got on the computer from her house and started researching as well. Liat (the vet) called Cindy (goat lady) to confer with her. She then called Cindy’s vet and they came up with a few different things to try. We gave her the penicillin, vitamin b shots, electrolytes, etc…She refused to eat or drink anything and was pretty much dying. We all knew it but no one wanted to say it. I had to hold her head and horns because she kept siezing and throwing her head back. Cindy’s vet suggested we try Thiamin…he had some at his clinic and told us we needed a strong dose because Kubra could have polio and this was the only thing that would help. Jason went down there to pick it up. This was the last thing for us to try. Basically, if she responded to it it meant she had polio and was treatable. If not, then we were looking at having to try other things but most likely would have to put her down. Within 2 hours of giving her the Thiamine she finally was able to hold her head still, but she still was unable to move much and was in obvious pain and super sensitive to touch. Liat put her on a drip of vitamin B’s and fluid. Romy came up with a Homeopathic remedy and had some probiotics to give her, so I ran around town picking up those, dropping Jason and the girls off at home, and then went back to the clinic and sat on the floor with Kubra’s head in my lap and tried to get her to eat something. She started being able to hold her head up and then soon was able to get herself into a sitting position. Liat wanted to keep her over night, so when the clinic closed I went home.

About 2 hours later Liat called and asked if I could come back because she really wanted to get some food into Kubra and needed my help. When i got there, Kubra was standing!!! We spent another 2 hours getting her to drink more electorlytes and the homeopathic remedy from Romy. She responded so well to the remedy that we took her outside where she finally, after almost 24 hours, peed, pooped, and ate a few fresh oak leaves. We knew she was going to make it now. She is still weak, so will be staying at the clinic for another couple days because she needs penicillin shots every 6-12 hours and Liat wants to keep her on the vitamin drip. We found out, through more research, that she only had another couple hours to live when we brought her in and if we hadn’t administered the Thiamine she wouldn’t have made it.

By the time I left she was drinking out of a bowl again and looking so much happier. The downside to it all is the illness has rendered her temporarily blind, but that will reverse itself in time. It could be a few days or a few weeks, but until then she’s going to live in the front yard with her bed on the front porch so we can be close to her so she won’t get hurt or scared.

She has Goat Polio, but it’s not viral…it’s from mold! We’ve had rain and very humid weather and we think she ate some moldy hay. The other 2 goats are fine, thank the gods. We got rid of all their hay and will buy a fresh bale tomorrow. Basically what happens is when a goat eats moldy hay, it can suppress Vitamin B1 production and causes neurological symptoms and brain cells to die. By injecting her with high doses of thiamin (B1) we were able to stop this and help her body start to recover along with her brain.

I bet you are wondering where the “celebration of community” comes in. Well, through the generosity of Cindy at Paleface Feed, Dr. Z (Liat) at White Angel Animal Hospital, Dr. Shubert at Paleface Animal Clinic, and Dr. Romy Sanders, a community came together in our time of need to help a little goat live and it really shows me what this world can be like. Kubra would have been dead…we would have been so incredibly sad. And everyone just came together with no questions or worries. We all work hard for each other, but I really feel they went above and beyond the bonds of friendship. They are a wonderful community of people to know and be a part of. I feel very honored to call them my friends and will forever be grateful for what they did for our little goat. We all learned alot, but the biggest thing I think we did was show anyone else who was watching that community and bartering really do work.

I’ve got an amazing circle of friends and family. Thank you everyone who truly help the theory of “community” work. I love you all.

Good News, Bad News

Sorry I haven’t updated in a bit. It’s been crazy busy around now that I have the kids back that I take care of. They took the summer off but are back in full force. So with my own 2 girls, I have 5 kids running around. Adjusting has been busy to say the least. But it is good for the girls to have their friends back everyday, and we need the money right now too.

So good news, bad news time. Good news, I’m busy and working. Tomatoes are finally setting. Upside down tomatoes are doing great too. New cukes are on the vine and the animals are doing well. Bad news, Jason was laid off and there are just no jobs to be had right now. He’s finishing up a couple projects that will hopefully get us through the next couple months, but there is nothing on the horizon. He’s putting in his applications all over and we are definitely thinking outside the box at this point. It is so frightening to be honest. We are at the point where we are just focusing on our household bills and the rest are just going to have to wait. I can’t feel too sorry for ourselves however when I look around and see that we are not the only ones going through this. The firm he was working for is actually talking about disbanding, and most of the architects he’s applying to are answering with the same thing, “Like everyone else, we’ve had to put projects on hold and let people go. We are so sorry we cannot offer anything to you at this time.” When we see things like that, we know it’s bad. He’s applying to engineering firms, construction companies and even computer companies who might be able to capitalize on his networking skills. We know we’ll have to settle for less money, but at this point less is better than none. I just hope he can find something soon….

For everyone who are in this position, I empathize and all I can do is pray to the work gods that things turn around soon. Jason has been really good about keeping the stress levels low, and we’ve pretty much put a cap on what we are spending. Only the necessities and no extra driving at this point unless we need to.

I have to look at what we do have though, rather than what we are lacking. I have healthy children who are smart and the lights of my life. I have a healthy marriage and good friends and family who are here to offer so much emotional support. Alot of them are going through similar things, so we are leaning on each other. I do have to give a huge, and very public thank you to my dear dear friend Romy. Our air conditioning went out last week and we were doing our best with fans and all that. She showed up last Thursday with a brand new window unit that they weren’t using. Hadn’t even been open. It’s a little one, but it keeps the living room cool and between that and the fan in the kitchen/dining, the kids and I are not living in an oven. I can’t wait for summer to be over though..:) But it’s people like Romy who truly make this world more special and the selfless acts of kindness create a truly wonderful community. So thank you Romy and Roni, you are extraordinary friends and we very much appreciate your concern and support.

So there’s my good news, bad news post for now. I am praying to the gods that things get better soon for all of us going through this economic crisis of late. Hang in there and much peace to us all.

For The Love Of Cupcakes

But first, a little background info…

A few weeks ago the girls and I went out for the evening with our darling neighbor – Rosemary. We went to Lady Bird Johnson Wildflower Center, where they were having a fossil exhibit for the kids. The girls got to run all over looking for different fossils and learning about where they came from. They had a blast with that and Rosemary and I loved checking out all the local wildflowers and plants! Got some good ideas for the garden.

Afterwards, we drove into town and went to one of Austin’s cool eateries, Hey Cupcake! That’s right, nothing but cupcakes! And not only that, but they serve them out of a polished 1950’s era Airstream trailor. Let me tell you, what a treat! The girls and I each had one of their incredible Vanilla Dream’s with pink tinted vanilla icing. Rosemary had the 24 Carrot (carrot cake with cream cheese icing). So delicious! And quite popular. We got there just ahead of a rush and there were people coming from every direction literally!

So ever since then, the girls and I have been talking about making our own cupcakes. It’s been so hot that I haven’t wanted to turn on the oven, but the last few days have been down in the 80’s, rainy and perfect for indulging in our cupcake dreams. I baked them last night, and today we frosted. So yummy! I used Amy Sedaris’ Vanilla Cupcake Recipe and I don’t think I’ll ever use boxed cake mix again. Even our darling J, who hates all things sugary, liked these! And the girls had fun frosting them, and of course eating!

Bon Apetit!



It’s So Hot!

Is it ever going to cool down? We are having record breaking heat here in our neck of the woods and it’s taking it’s toll on both our garden and energy bills. Today is finally a cool 95 degrees! It literally has been over 100 for days and days and days. The kids don’t even like the sprinkler because the water coming out is warm. I dream of Fall…it’s mid-August, so not much longer, right? right?!

Stay cool!

Another Weekend…

Another garden project! We got alot of veggie gardening done as well as ornamental. Alot of work, but we are having fun. In the veggie garden I got transplants of pumpkin, cukes, basil, and cantaloupe all in the ground, as well as transplanting a few more peppers. I’m working on what is going to happen next as we have a full other growing season to think about. We can actually still plant corn if we want…crazy! I’ve been checking out gardening books from the library and practically inhaling them. I’ve got the bug bad all of a sudden. I’ve always enjoyed it, but lately it seems like I HAVE to get my hands dirty. I think it has to do with it being the very first time in our lives together, that we are actually producing our own soil, starting seeds from friends rather than just store bought, and really getting into the nitty gritty of biodiversity with having the chickens, successful composting, etc.. This is our home, and our gardens and we are really making things happen. It’s a really great feeling and quite addicting I must say.

Not only are we having a blast with the veggie garden, but our front yard ornamental gardening has taken a huge upswing. We did alot of work once again this weekend and changed the entire look of our front yard with a new rock garden and some plants. We went to the nursery to pick up some Hens and Chicks, and found an amazing deal on our favorite Poinciana – $15 for a 3 gallon pot and it’s just about ready to bloom as well. So worth every penny to us! We also got an Echinacea plant, which I’ve been wanting for awhile now. I actually want more than one, but I’m hoping this will reseed for next year. If not, I did get seeds this season, I just wasn’t successful at getting them to grow for some reason. So hopefully this one will take and spread the joy!

Here are a few pics of our work. Hope everyone is healthy and happy. Peace!




For a Dear Friend…


I belong to a group of women who are some of the most amazing women who have barely ever met. We all had babies together in September 2005 and met online at the mothering.com forums. We’ve seen each other through alot the last 3 years. Some of us meeting in person, many of us not, but all of us being there for each other. It is with great sadness that I send my love and heart out to one of these mamas – D. Her husband passed away, very unexpectedly. I don’t have the details, all I know is my heart is breaking for her and their little girl. They were looking forward to a new life in Florida at the start of the new year, him having retired from the military just in the last year.

D, please know that all my love and thoughts are with you and F at this time. You are both very loved. I am so very sorry for your loss…

(The picture above is D with their little girl, and her late husband with our other friend’s little girl, K.)

A Couple Pics

“Can’t I have just one? Please?”

The new planters out front, filled with our homegrown dirt and the Poincianas we grew from seed.

Closer shot of the planter nearest the front door with it’s Poinciana.

More to come, we also put in a small walkway that is the start of our paths threw our front garden. It’s evolving!

For veggies, I got some more seeds going in pots and we’ll see what happens. Cukes, cantaloupe, pumpkins and broccoli.